In life we have and will always be people we belittle people for us to question, people who do not believe in us ...
I have around me and I'll always, but one thing is certain, when in doubt, just need to press the "stop", thinking and make the right decision.
And fortunately, there will always outstretched hands, ears to listen, sincere smiles and nice words of comfort.
I am an eternal insecure. I need to feel supported. Why? Because I do not trust me and if I feel I have a presence around me, I feel reassured. That's why when I'm alone, I fear, I fear I do not do it.
I have too many drawers in my head and if I have the pressure, all my drawers open at the same time and I am even more mixed.
At 25, I still need to be flatter myself in the back, which helps me make decisions. I have this faculty of shit in me that is not capable of say I made the right decision. Because I've never felt that I was able to take it all alone.
I'm afraid. Fear
routine.
Fear of disappointing.
Fear me aside.
Fear of losing me.
Fear of letting me go too.
Everyone can live obstables in life, sometimes strong, sometimes disturbing, sometimes they can be overcome and others, set them aside.
should just be able to reach the top and realize how far we've done.
Currently, I have the impression of being in the middle of a mountain. I am not low and even less in height. I'm on a plateau and all around, I hear, it guides me ... and I honestly do not know where to go.
I'm afraid to start climbing this mountain salopperie and planting, and remain lying down for a while ... so I'm going slowly ...
But if there is pressure, I stop.
Do not rush me, people who know me are aware ... I look strong han? Do not be fooled by appearances.
...
Miriam, I think of you for the beast.
Joannie, proud of you!
that, I'm going to close my drawers.
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